my day

 I thought of resume my writing today, there are so many changes that I am going through so many changes after marriage like adjusting to a new family, adopting a new culture and values, sharing room with anew person on a daily basis. Still learning what to ignore and what not to. Still getting weird dreams, dreams are weird anyway. Yesterday,  I was seeing I am going to get married with Gopal again.neither was I not happy about it nor I denied to it , I dialed the correct number of him but one lady picked up the call saying he is not around and giving his another number , I thought she might be his brother's wife. She was telling the number but I didnt have a good pen to write down it anyway I wrote it. After putting down the phone I was searching the number in the where I have written but couldnt find it. Meanwhile I remember that he was married to Arpita and has a daughter and I wanted to ask him about that. I saw him on the road, he came on his collage bus for excursion. O...

 It has been a roller coaster for pas 2 weeks.  There was contract ending news for my project. In this time should I concentrate on my wedding or getting prepared for the interview ? But i tried my level best. I started preparing myself for the interview, there are lot of things to brush up. As I started the process the list of module kept on increasing. Any way on top of this, there was some discrepancy regarding my venue booking. I got to know that the person I delt with , is no more working there. I got another contact of a manager. She assured me not to worry. But she kept calling and asking non sense question and asking me to deal with the person whi initiated the process. I tried to reach the Hotel's social networking page , and put message of getting harrased in the messanger. I was asked to share my contact. After sometime, I got call from corporate office, and I shared my concern , then she asked me to share the details. As soon as i put the ph down , I got call from ...

No matter what I will stay positive, I will do good.  No matter what I will respect my husband. I know , one day he will prove himself. he will do good. We will be happy together. I know challenges willcome, I will face with positive mindset. I will be open. I know my mom will learn to stay without me. She will be happy.

 Today also work pressure is good, but I guess next week it will be bombarding with the defects. I have learned to handle stories with patience, like dont jump after you think you finished a task. test thoroughly. Dont rush to to finish it , enjoty the process and try to learn. Add your analysis in task. Burn hours. Try to be attentive in meetings. I am sure that with time I shall improve this.

 Yesterday , work pressure was light. Rest of the tiles arrived, shopkeeper informed me that they have sent 1 wrong box , which I have to return. It was so difficult to finding out the odd one. But, I found my way. And I got it done. Banani, called and said that she will be coming over , I am so happy . Didnt inform about the house current condition or else she would have stepped back. Waiting to see her.

 Could not write anything on 10th because of network issue. Done so many work and was exhausted after washing and cleaning. The day was well spent. closed many task.

Today Manisha told, they will be moving abroad along with my brother. I was feeling bad for my mom. But i will recover as well from this thought, as I don't have any expectation from them. I was thinking like would be birden for mom to make this house so big and leave her alone here.  But kunal didn't leave any choice. He clearly mentioned that i shouldnt rely on him.. He doesn't have any clarity. In a way I made rooms for my family irrespective of them to be here.so they can come here freely and stay as long as they want.  I should also prepare myself for good opportunity.  Let's get up and make it happen.