my day

 Today also work pressure is good, but I guess next week it will be bombarding with the defects. I have learned to handle stories with patience, like dont jump after you think you finished a task. test thoroughly. Dont rush to to finish it , enjoty the process and try to learn. Add your analysis in task. Burn hours. Try to be attentive in meetings. I am sure that with time I shall improve this.

 Yesterday , work pressure was light. Rest of the tiles arrived, shopkeeper informed me that they have sent 1 wrong box , which I have to return. It was so difficult to finding out the odd one. But, I found my way. And I got it done. Banani, called and said that she will be coming over , I am so happy . Didnt inform about the house current condition or else she would have stepped back. Waiting to see her.

 Could not write anything on 10th because of network issue. Done so many work and was exhausted after washing and cleaning. The day was well spent. closed many task.

Today Manisha told, they will be moving abroad along with my brother. I was feeling bad for my mom. But i will recover as well from this thought, as I don't have any expectation from them. I was thinking like would be birden for mom to make this house so big and leave her alone here.  But kunal didn't leave any choice. He clearly mentioned that i shouldnt rely on him.. He doesn't have any clarity. In a way I made rooms for my family irrespective of them to be here.so they can come here freely and stay as long as they want.  I should also prepare myself for good opportunity.  Let's get up and make it happen. 

A new busy monday. I accomplish ed almost all the things except my diet and exercise. I  fed up of feeling sorry. I want achieve something in my work front as well. 

Yesterday, I forgot to write about my day. Again it was a very busy holiday. Finalised my tiles then went for lunch with Ait friends. Everybody pointed out about my figure, I put on a lot. It was so visible. I don't know when I will be persistent with this. 

It was a very very hectic day, feeling exhausted at the end of the day. Not able to determine if I am satisfied or not after accomplishing all the task that i am supposed to. Started with putting clothes for washing, then lil bit of walking and slept for a while as I didn't sleep well. Ordered dosa for breakfast, it's a weekend ritual for me and chhutki. Talked to all the worker and took all the measurements for tile. Then went to jinjira bajar gor fish and fruits. Then came back... Did some phone calls for tomorrow's lunch. Then again started for topsia for tiles... There is no gain by going there.. I am too tired now. Good night. 

 It was a good day. Started with seeing Dui Salik (a pair of birds). Its a bengali superstition, I dont believe in these things but if I look back there was enough incidents to believe in this particular one.  Office went well. Still so many days to go. Didnt finalize the tile design of my bathroom, but it will get started soon, thinking of visiting Topsia tomorrow. Looking forward to tommorrow.

 It was good day... I always believe in light at the end of the tunnel.... Always believe in new day.... It was going good... I was not talking with my partner.. I thought of taking approach to let him know that I am missing him, it worked...  Still construction work is going on, Work is going on good. My existing story will be dismissed, will get a new story. Already started working on that. Went out ..Spent time with family and people.  There is so much to write down.. I want to be writer. I hope one day I will be writing my own book. One thing I observed that if I dont take medicine for 2-3 days ...I go crazy (Get angry easily, start shouting on people).

 Started office, there is so many things to deal with not only professional front but also in personal front as well. There are lot of things I have to manage so many things. Construction , house chores, grocery, my work and personal study. I know all of these are not permanent, but I have deal with for time at least. Coming to my work, there is one person  who is self centered and who interfere almost in everything. I get angry very easily, specially whenever he speaks. I think in my back of the mind, I am thinking that I am not giving my 100% to my work.  One thing I forgot to mention, my rela So many changes   

 It was hectic day, joined work after 3 days, had to catch up and match up my office and my own expectations. Its not a very healthy environment to work from and on top of that the construction work. Feeling lost and down from past couple of days.  Today something happened at home. Let me paint it. I was playing with ponka and after playing one round of throw ball, he rushed into the other room, and he was sitting in front of the diya. He was closely observing everything, he didnt have any intention to touch anything for a while, and I got distracted and he touch the burning diya and my mom started scholding me like hell. It was so insulting and humiliating, that I was speechless for a while. Sometimes I dont feel like living here. I loose temper very often, may its because of not taking medicine for some days. lot to work on tomorrow. A new day, I am looking forward to positive energy. Thank You!!