It was a very very hectic day, feeling exhausted at the end of the day. Not able to determine if I am satisfied or not after accomplishing all the task that i am supposed to. Started with putting clothes for washing, then lil bit of walking and slept for a while as I didn't sleep well. Ordered dosa for breakfast, it's a weekend ritual for me and chhutki. Talked to all the worker and took all the measurements for tile. Then went to jinjira bajar gor fish and fruits. Then came back... Did some phone calls for tomorrow's lunch. Then again started for topsia for tiles... There is no gain by going there.. I am too tired now. Good night.
It was hectic day, joined work after 3 days, had to catch up and match up my office and my own expectations. Its not a very healthy environment to work from and on top of that the construction work. Feeling lost and down from past couple of days. Today something happened at home. Let me paint it. I was playing with ponka and after playing one round of throw ball, he rushed into the other room, and he was sitting in front of the diya. He was closely observing everything, he didnt have any intention to touch anything for a while, and I got distracted and he touch the burning diya and my mom started scholding me like hell. It was so insulting and humiliating, that I was speechless for a while. Sometimes I dont feel like living here. I loose temper very often, may its because of not taking medicine for some days. lot to work on tomorrow. A new day, I am looking forward to positive energy. Thank You!!
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