8th may

Today morning when i started my day I was very de motivated and was not happy with my work now whenever I am applying for job I am not getting any reply from the recruiter that is something I was very upset of but some my close friends who made be understand that this is not the right time to search any new job because the market market is not stable so I have to wait at least for the market to be stable so I decided to make myself comfortable in my current job and do my best whatever I could.
Coming to my married life I miss Shaffy very much. But whatever he promised not keeping any of that till now.
Last time when I went back to my house from Bangalore so I regretted it very much a letter because whenever there is some opinion differences happened so I got to hear lot of things and I was not able to cook of with the situation and given that type of job I am in so I am not able to leg you know put any effort in the family life on integral house chors so that is a very like controversial point from my end so I got to hear a kind of lighter of prayer lighter I am leaving in the hotel I'm just coming down and for eating and going up so what I do after whole day so the place I want to go back there now Shafi also has to keep his words I don't know when you will come to Bangalore we told that after one month only welcome I just keep this things in fate.
I got to learn this that I have to be very very strong because this is something whatever that I am doing from mine but he is not doing for me site he is not keeping his promise even though he loves me and all he loves me much I know but he has to be PAC practical so no matter how much the situation is going to be tough for me like you know my heart will like want that I will go back to him but so I have to give him the chance I have to give him the opportunity to come back and make some career progress what he is not doing currently so I am going to focus on leaving here for Bangalore here been Kolkata or Bangalore and I have to focus on my current job so that's my moto going forward God please help me to keep up to my words

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